rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 Apr 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • I do t agree there are two types of way to take with addiction everyone can choose their own path.

    fabiel castellanosfabiel castellanosVor 20 Minuten
  • I'm glad she's fine but I don't care. All that talent and money. If she were real she wouldn't be an alien. She doesn't need in public. All about her blah blah blah IT I S A CHOICE

    Lindalee LawLindalee LawVor 23 Minuten
  • Elton John is the only one that makes sense. Everyone else including Demi are deluding themselves. And he said it in one sentence. Comments about the others in her life being yes men are so true.

    xman559xman559Vor 52 Minuten
  • This is not going to end well. Scary to see how many people around her think she's fine now.

    ibibVor 55 Minuten
  • Demi, your only fooling yourself. Your so talented and beautiful but your not happy, there is more to your life story. I hope and pray you get the help you need. 🙏

    Rosie HernandezRosie HernandezVor Stunde
  • I prefer Immortal Technique's 'Dance With The Devil' to be honest.

    Matthew TerryMatthew TerryVor Stunde

    Kayla MoreiraKayla MoreiraVor Stunde
  • would've been 100x better if they put this in one long(er) doc. waiting around for week/s each time for short 20-min. boo. and basically commercial for new album - which she did exactly last time used her "sobriety" / "rehab" to promote album. I see thru it / same stance as last time - I'm all better now but this time I'm even drinking & smoking too. All BS / fake / sell album

    x xx xVor Stunde
  • no es tan fuerte si se ofende cuando le intentan vemder helado sin azucar xd

    Saul Guillermo López LópezSaul Guillermo López LópezVor 2 Stunden
  • I hope some of the Yes-men are replaced by people like Elton who are willing to be real with her

    Bink BonkBink BonkVor 2 Stunden
  • Demi you are smart for getting out. I get it. I didn't get out like I should have and it turned domestic. I did get out eventually and going thro an ugly divorce. I only lasted 4 months. I should have never said yes to I do. It's a lesson I'll learn from now on but damn we got engaged the same time and I should have gotten out when you got out. I love you demi. Keep being you 🤍 I love you for you

    Ivy GoldIvy GoldVor 3 Stunden
  • What is the music to 20:37???

    Zoé GoudoutZoé GoudoutVor 3 Stunden
  • She look even better with her hair cut 🤷🏾‍♀️ my opinion

    Kristyana WilliamsKristyana WilliamsVor 4 Stunden
  • She is GUILTY about something. She is punishing herself for peace. She is just wants to run away from reality. She has to sort this .

    Gayathri EkambaramGayathri EkambaramVor 5 Stunden
  • Mid age woman here...young ladies, one day the things that worry you today, will make you stronger tomorrow. Just learn from each moment, it will make you stronger. Promise.

    V LopezV LopezVor 6 Stunden
  • That cake scene makes me cry because she is so happy just to eat a real cake in her birthday...

    Gabrielli BarretoGabrielli BarretoVor 7 Stunden
  • Elton had the best advice. She will relapse again you have to stay clean completely when you are a drug addict. If she drinks but in moderation who decides the moderation? Her? A drunk and drug addict that will say I can have another one, and another, and she will be smoking weed love the high and want to get real high. This never works and it won't for her either.

    Kimberly PotterKimberly PotterVor 7 Stunden
  • Roi..

    Débora AmandaDébora AmandaVor 7 Stunden
  • Everyone keeps saying no ones really helping her but if you’ve been paying any attention they tried for years of her life to control what she did and it didn’t work if anything it pushed her further over the edge. They are discussing how they’re still exploring and that this is an ongoing battle but they’re all on board with doing everything they can to help her get better. Working with addicts isn’t easy because ultimately it’s down to them if they truly want to be clean, you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make the fucker drink it.

    Mimi SmithsonMimi SmithsonVor 14 Stunden
  • relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the b

    bocoy noiubocoy noiuVor 14 Stunden
  • want some heroin?

    ShutUpBrysonShutUpBrysonVor 14 Stunden
    • Shut up

      dark stardark starVor 5 Stunden
  • Ich hoffe es kommt noch der Deutsche Untertitel🙊 Es ist so unglaublich, was ihr passiert ist, ich fühl so mit ihr mit 😭

    SMULI bacaloni420SMULI bacaloni420Vor 17 Stunden
  • Where do I buy Froyo?

    Nation歯引きNation歯引きVor 19 Stunden
  • I have been in these same conversations with the addicts in my life. This pandemic has kept her alive this long. However, the drugs will be back. She isn't ready.

    Steven AcunaSteven AcunaVor 20 Stunden
  • weed>alch

    spiritual butterflyspiritual butterflyVor 21 Stunde
  • Unfortunately these videos just look like she’s looking for sympathy and people to enable her drug and alcohol use. Too much swapping and changing if your an addict you simply can’t do any of it.

    Bylliejo MartinBylliejo MartinVor 22 Stunden
  • she's a warrior and I'm so proud of her!

    Raphael CarvalhoRaphael CarvalhoVor 22 Stunden
  • Wait, so is this the last episode?

    Victoria CapoVictoria CapoVor Tag
  • She has to many yes men it's sad u can tell she thinks the world revolves around her .

    vanessalanessiia channelvanessalanessiia channelVor Tag
  • Watching this makes me think that she thinks she needs this industry and career. Like if she wasn't in the entertainment industry she'd have nothing. I mean even these interviews are too much

    Kimberley SommervilleKimberley SommervilleVor Tag
  • Judgement day.

    P WP WVor Tag
  • She's lying to herself, her family and friends are nothing but enablers... She's going to OD eventually again if she keeps going down this road, next time she might not be that lucky

    Moni-k 1687Moni-k 1687Vor Tag
  • Why buying a giant fancy house when you "understand" how all the struggles with addicions, ED, mental disorders work? Why not donating money to foundations which help those people who don't have money to get help? Or animal welfare institutions?

    Agnieszka SanigórskaAgnieszka SanigórskaVor Tag
    • How do you know she doesn't donate?

      kalapos kaktuszkalapos kaktuszVor 13 Stunden
  • Why is this video not letting me watch?? It's saying I have to pay but doesn't give me a link or any way to pay?? Can someone help please😟

    Ekko HullEkko HullVor Tag
  • 27:06 look how cute Batman and Ella are

    Jasmine BrouwerJasmine BrouwerVor Tag
  • The best friend an sober companion shouldn’t be around her she’s not sober she’s lost this is just for show moderation is bs weed is still a drug

    Saturday PlayedSaturday PlayedVor Tag
  • I hope no one dealing with addiction sees this.

    A GooA GooVor Tag
  • Ok. So you were never bipolar?? That's odd

    TIffanyrose AngelesTIffanyrose AngelesVor Tag
  • I love the side of her that's into animals & crystals!! But,I'm secretly hoping,she doesn't become a serial dater" Which could perhaps slip her back into addiction. Demi, luv,feel free to cry. You still young! They'll be many many more loves to come. Or,maybe not. Maybe you should seek therapy not using your friends " as therapists" Though they are great ppl ( for a celebrity)

    TIffanyrose AngelesTIffanyrose AngelesVor Tag
  • Boy this girl is so confused,u been with guys ya whole life and at almost 30yrs ya dating girls smh 🤦

    Sean hSean hVor Tag
  • I LOVE the hair!

    Lee HillLee HillVor Tag
  • I am in love with her hair style..she looks amazing

    Melissa ColeyMelissa ColeyVor Tag
  • Who did Demi vote for? 🗳

    Melissa ColeyMelissa ColeyVor Tag
  • I am very worried for her, and it is because I see myslef in her situation almost to a T. You May have this under control for now.

    Christy IbsinChristy IbsinVor Tag
  • would be a fun video!!

    bcvbb hyuibcvbb hyuiVor Tag
  • I think what everyone in these comments needs to do is keep their opinions to themselves. I've got my own opinions about how Demi is choosing to live her life now but she honestly doesn't need to hear them from a woman in Scotland, you know? This is her life. What works for one person, won't always work for another and the same goes for her in this situation. It's not up to us to trust her or comment on her, we're here to listen to her music and if you don't like it, honestly, it's easy to walk away without commenting. I'm not backing her decisions up nor am I putting her down and that's honestly what we should all be doing. I wish her all the luck in the world for a happy life surrounded by those who love her.

    LittleLemoneyLittleLemoneyVor Tag
  • Is this the last episode orrrr?

    Lindsay AndersonLindsay AndersonVor Tag
  • Elton John kept it real. She has waaaaaay too many enablers

    Nik HopsonNik HopsonVor Tag
  • All I can say is thank you for staying

    YvonneYvonneVor Tag
  • Is it just me or was this just alittle bit more intense with my headphones on?

    Amy FabianAmy FabianVor Tag
  • is this the last episode or will there be more??

    maria grijaldomaria grijaldoVor Tag
  • kiane starneskiane starnesVor Tag
  • What blows my mind is her comment about still trying to convince herself that it’s ok for her to do any of these things in “moderation” when the very beginning of her song dancing with the devil starts out with her saying the same thing “it’s just a little red wine.. it won’t hurt me.. I deserve it” etc showing that obviously her fooling herself in the past about moderation didn’t work out and yet she’s still trying to justify it now.. I pray that she really does finally see through her BS enough to stop completely

    Harmoni GibsonHarmoni GibsonVor Tag
    • Girl yes why aren’t her fans saying this?!

      Nicole ANicole AVor 4 Stunden
  • WOW......i watch all this just to hear her say she is using in "moderation" ? Really??? What a bad message to spread and honestly; no you are not sober .

    Sarina ParrishSarina ParrishVor Tag
  • K no more episodes or?

    Nailove BeautyNailove BeautyVor 2 Tage
  • It’s nice to see a plus sized celebrity for once! 💯💯💯

    RavageNightmareRavageNightmareVor 2 Tage
  • I have been pill free for almost six years now. I still smoke, in moderation, and I still have a drink maybe every two months or more... But smoking for me has also taken away so many of my other medications. It CAN work for some people, but I too think very black and white, BPD as well as bipolar disorder. Keeping hope that this too works for her! Your journey is yours alone. 💗💚

    Britnee StClairBritnee StClairVor 2 Tage
  • I still feel like she is showing us a facade

    mia miamia miaVor 2 Tage
    • I am worried tbh

      Emine BEmine BVor 2 Tage
  • She still looks so so so lost. My best friend passed away from a heroin addiction in my heart goes out to her and her family and friends. But this whole moderation thing is worrisome. I hope she heals and finds happiness.

    Marci RhodesMarci RhodesVor 2 Tage
  • Well Eltons 30 years sober and not through moderation! "You either do it or you dont" and that is the bottom line.....

    Freddie morganFreddie morganVor 2 Tage
  • Girl is surrounded by too many yes people

    Ruby RoseRuby RoseVor 2 Tage
  • I fear we might lose Demi. As someone who has been surrounded by addicts in my family, moderation doesn’t work. It never will. :/

    IsaIsaVor 2 Tage
  • I cant see the video :(

    Mariana RiveraMariana RiveraVor 2 Tage
  • The only one who has the courage to say the true is Elton John

    Marceline DbrlMarceline DbrlVor 2 Tage
  • Why isn’t she getting help for depression

    Dranzer HDranzer HVor 2 Tage
  • Demi, you need more people in your life that will tell you the truth. I pray this happens before the people around you “yes” you to death...literally. I pray you find your true identity and realize there is more to life than numbing the pain. We learn things about ourselves through the pain. Without those lessons, we repeat the cycle.

    Vicki LuciaVicki LuciaVor 2 Tage
  • 27:14 She looks so cute. That hair cut looks great on you 🤍

    hola soy Tatihola soy TatiVor 2 Tage
  • everything was ok, until she injects the politics at 22:05

    abilyn 1105abilyn 1105Vor 2 Tage
  • The moderation thing seems like a slippery slope, but maybe being more comfortable with herself and having support around her will keep her on track. Her hair looks amazing - makes her even more cute....if that’s even possible!! Glad she dumped the actor - he seemed shady 😏

    Michois HMichois HVor 2 Tage
  • Ich vermisse den deutschen Untertitel

    Emma von S.Emma von S.Vor 2 Tage
  • Only two minutes of watching and I already want to cry, damn

    KaesthetycKaesthetycVor 2 Tage
  • milking tf out of it

    Vinegar HusbandsVinegar HusbandsVor 2 Tage
  • oh boy cant wait to hear about a rich crack head, shes different lol

    Thomas HarrellThomas HarrellVor 2 Tage
    • BAAHAHAHA I like this.

      MandaMandaVor 2 Tage
  • I’m so sorry but the makes me better to say that these help me because I’m not a drug addicted I knew that I’m not the first or last one on these earth that struggles we all as human beings struggle and sometimes we need that help anyone with that problem contact someone to help you 😍

    Victoria Grande zunigaVictoria Grande zunigaVor 2 Tage
  • I love you Demi, you are absolutely amazing. Famous or not your only human we all make mistakes. Your beyond amazing and I'm proud of u. I'd do anything to have my cousin here with me. He OD and died in 2017 from "h". I blame myself for him dying bc I felt like I wasn't there for him. When he needed me the most 🥺. You are beautiful and you are strong and I love u and wanna keep you in positive thoughts

    Jessica OlguinJessica OlguinVor 2 Tage
  • These people needs to stop sugarcoating the whole situation. Just be real to her. How many more documentaries are they willing to do.They are like oh it is over let's have fun.She needs professional help

    Dilara ArasDilara ArasVor 2 Tage
  • I dont think this is gonna be the last struggle of hers but I want to think so. I feel like she needs to get away from social media take a little break and stop making everyone believe that she is fine now bc she isn't fine. After that she could just fine a true person with a real character who will take care of her emotionally.I feel bad bc something horrible happens she makes a doc and same thing repeats.I truly wish she can get out of this horrible rabbit hole.

    Dilara ArasDilara ArasVor 2 Tage
  • When is the next episode?

    Sav JordanSav JordanVor 2 Tage
  • She really needs to open her eyes and realize there is more people in the world than herself! Looks outside of yourself Demi or you will never get better.

    Ang boggsAng boggsVor 2 Tage
  • This moderation isn’t going to work. I’m scared for her.

    Soph _VxSoph _VxVor 2 Tage
  • This poor girl! Spinning out of control. If she hasn't already slipped? She will soon. There is no such thing as moderation when it comes to sobriety. Your either ALL IN or not. This girl is lying to herself and everyone else.

    Alex KeatonAlex KeatonVor 2 Tage
  • I think y'all should give Demi a little credit for choosing to include Sir Elton John's comments on the moderation thing. But I honestly think that everyone's journey is different when it comes to addiction, like she said, the first way didn't work and that's why she's trying something else. The only certainty is uncertainty at this point.

    Mazvita SelemaniMazvita SelemaniVor 2 Tage
  • Demi’s story is very powerful and I want her to know that she’s even more empowering now than ever before.

    Kaijuuu ._Kaijuuu ._Vor 2 Tage
  • I recently lost my brother to an overdose and watching this made me feel so close to him. Thanks for being vulnerable and bringing us inside the mind of an addict. I'm so happy you're on the other side of it now ❤️

    Amanda HughesAmanda HughesVor 2 Tage
  • I love her so much, but it feels like the silence before the freaking worried about her 😔😔😔🥺

    Wiktoria MizerskaWiktoria MizerskaVor 2 Tage
  • I mean as long as moderation MEANS moderation but it might not. so I hope for the best

    M LM LVor 2 Tage
  • fake brainless sellout

    Bryan TaylorBryan TaylorVor 2 Tage
  • Her laugh at the end! I LOOOOOVE IT! it’s one of a kind🙃

    Mrs. KittyMrs. KittyVor 2 Tage
  • Also ok zaddy haircut! 😻

    Krys' WorldKrys' WorldVor 2 Tage
  • Love the new hair

    Kyra LawKyra LawVor 2 Tage
  • Oh lawd just stop with the constant whiny bullshit and enjoy your privileged life, there are people that have lost their lives, their homes, careers. Count your blessings and stop trying to make yourself a constant victim smh pathetic.

    julesdwilljulesdwillVor 2 Tage
  • Gawwdd i love her laugh its the best!!!!!!!!❤❤💖💖

    chelsea87auchelsea87auVor 2 Tage
  • Jordan the former assistant seems like the only one who actually cares.

    SuperGingerSuperGingerVor 2 Tage
  • Nossa, conseguiu ficar perfeita com esse cabelo

    Nara FelipeNara FelipeVor 2 Tage
  • THIS. THIS WHOLE DAMN DOCUMENTARY IS EVERYTHING! My heart is so full of joy, FINALLY we see someone living in her truth in that industry and THAT is so refreshing, but most importantly are NOT ALONE in this sister. Keep on shining babe and live your truth ❤️💃🏽👯‍♀️❤️ ALL the LOVE and positive energy sent to you love! Love love love you Demi!

    Krys' WorldKrys' WorldVor 2 Tage
  • The “moderation” thing. 🚩 🚩 🚩 Listen to Sir Elton John, please.

    Vicky !Vicky !Vor 2 Tage
  • This is everything, I’m SO SO happy for Demi and her honesty. I wish her well in everything she does. By the way Demi, my daughter is single 😂

    Claudine CrinerClaudine CrinerVor 3 Tage
  • I thought skillet hahahahahaha

  • Who else felt as soon as she said she’s engaged that it wasn’t gonna last bc he wasn’t genuine?! 🙋🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

    N GabrielN GabrielVor 3 Tage
  • I love her hair even better now!!

    Royalty by Leala MAKEUPRoyalty by Leala MAKEUPVor 3 Tage